just some thoughts
so i have been working hard recently, and i have begun to wonder why hard work does not always pay. i mean, sometimes things just aren't fair, and that SUCKS. i guess i could take the optimistic approach and say that hard work pays off in one way or another (for example, you build self-confidence and self fulfillment.). but seriously, who the hell cares about feeling good about yourself? i want money or status or promotions or something other than just feeling good about my work. perhaps for some that does the trick, but not for me. at least not here recently.
just thinking about things. hmmmmmm.
